I am sorry to hear that things did not go as well as we all hoped.Try to keep your spirits up,and help to keep him comfortable.Above all respect his decisions at this time in his life.I sincerly hope the news gets better .Love and attention are very important at a time like this and I am sure he will get a lot from you..Be sure he knows that he is missed here and that we are all pulling for him !!Sincerely ,John